Lustiix

I have not been submitting much on here which is pretty disapointing. I have been too busy with my art work its making me physically tired everyday, I find it soo hard to get motivated. I wonder what it takes to becoming a tattooist? With my attitude at the moment, I would probably get turned down for apprenticeship by anyone, but if my heart was in it, I would really try. I would like to become a piercer too. Its funny how our future dreams changes..... From the age of 5 up to 11 I wanted to dig up dinosaurs, but then I realised that by the time I trained to do it, the world would be pretty much dug up and there is no fun in digging up

Ok. It seem's like my 'Faves' folder is just filled with pictures of Deer. Aha..dont worry. It's not because I have a massive obsession with deer...ahem believe it or not. Im trying to look for the perfect deer for a tattoo I would like.Problem is...im rather picky. Plus I want to draw it myself so I am trying to look for inspiration Gah e__e difficult. I also have nil motivation because im ill and Christmas has worn me out. Im trying to look for commission work tbh... soo much easier for my tattoo I think. ahwells :] And ideas? <3

There are two things I hate the most. 1. Time goes too quickly. 2. The feeling that I'm forgetting my memories. Im looking back at pictures that I have taken over the past two years and I feel like it didn't even happen. The only proof are those people and places on paper. So my plan for next year is to carry my camara everywhere. Doesn't matter where. I just want to stop feeling like my brain is decomposing and that I'm only LIVING in the present. The past matters to me a hell of a lot, the future does not phase me. Im pretty odd right? I bet you have your future all planned out like some story book, except you have ruined the ending, y